wishper from my heart

 

 hello

its me mayonnie kimbly pamilla kando..

hidup ne macam2 dugaa kan??kita harus berani menempuhi semua..kadang kala teringat masa kecil2 dulu semua pun..dady or mummy yg urus..hmm alangkah bahagia kalau masa tue terus berlarutan smpai skrg kan??hmm tapi kita kena terima yg we are ADULT!

SUSAH plak kan jadi org dewasa kan??semua kena urus sendiri..sakit kena tanggung sendiri hmmmm..kalau dulu semua parent yg jaga ..x da org yg boleh ganti tmpt parents kita...they always be the best miss them alot..god bless them take a god care to them for me..i love them!!no matter what..x kira kelebihan dan kelemahan yg ada pada diri dorang sa tetap syg..

sa rindu mau manja...hmm apa pun kena terus pandang ke dpn kan??still remember..i always melawan ckp mummy...tyme dulu2 dia suka marah..sa rindu semua tue sa rindu kena bebel...sa rindu mau kena nasihat..skrg ne sa jauh..semua tue sa x dpt rasa sudah..all they can do is text me..and call me throught the fon??and apa yg boleh dorang buat ialah titipkan doa untk saya...i noe..d setiap doa ibu bapa x pernah dia lupa untk sebut nama anak kan??and now?bila sua besar..

semua kena buat sendiri..fikir sendiri..jalan pilih sendiri..semua urusan pun urus sendiri termasuk lar cari duit sendiri..haha!i realy miss my childhood..i feel realy safe masa tue!!sangat2 safe..kerna tuhan hadir d tengah2 keluarga kami ketika berkumpul..bless them lord..im afraid to lost!!

im afraid to lost the one i loved..bkn bergantung!tapii..i just scared the LONELYNESS!!god i noe that u noe my heart please lord bless them for me..walk with me..so that everytime i feel myself strong!!bless me with ur love..so that i always feel that im loved...bless mummy bless dady..bless contera..bless my friends and relatives...i dont have siblings god..that my fate..i never noe how that feel to have a brothers and sisters..i never feel the love from siblings...im fate to be the only one daughter of james and justinah!i dont wanna feel weak..that not me!!even sometimes i feel lyke i need rest..i kept pushing myself.!its not easy..bless me!amen

how i wish the cute face never changed!to be a pretty girl...