Friday, 27 January 2012

MOOD..

hello life..hmmm kebelakangan ne kerja jak..busy...customer chinese ramai sgt2...mentang2 lar kan chinese new year??haha peace!!but ok lar kan penat tpi comision pun tambah..so can earn more money kikiki...sa ingin sgt..masa ne cpt berlalu..i miss sabah sometimes i miss home...i miss my family..
i cant wait to see them in april...d setiap doa sa x pernah lupa untk sebut nama org yg saya syg...
promised!!!
mummy...i noe sudah betapa penat cari duit...kadang2 tyme sa duduk diam2 sa teringat balik..ckp koe tyme sa kecil...yon..koe tau ka kerja tue penat??hmm then skrg baru sa merasa..mmg sgt penat..tapi apa2 pun..sa happy sbab sa mampu tempuhi semua ne...sa bangga juga lar...not everyone can feel this...
TUHAN KUATKAN SEMANGAT SAYA..
after sini...sa x mau pijak massage centre lagi...sa sabak sua...kerenah cust yg slalu pandang rendah keja cm kami..sbab fikiran dorang sgtlah terlebihlah cetek....sa x suka cust yg cm tue macam lar dorang sempurna...kalau dorang hebat..urut bha bdn sendiri.kalau dpt...jgn dtg sni..

Dlm setiap pekerjaan sa slalu ikhlas..even sa malas tapi sa tetap ikhlas..biar pun penat tapi sa slalu ikhlas...tapi kalau sni kan??d fikir2...macam x yg menghargai ne...lagi2 cust gete..BULLSHIT MAU MAMPOS...tapi..dlm ramai2 ada juga yg baik...sa hormat cust yg cm tue..
THANK YOU...
my dady slalu pesan dlm setiap hal kita kena ikhlas...rendahkan diri..lembutkan hati..i miss u dady..u are the best dad i ever have...muuuuuuuuahhhhhhhhh ciuman yg sgt panjang!
hahah byk plak sa melalak kan??hmmmmm apa pun skrg ne sa mau keja bek2..kumpul money..cari keja yg lebih  CLASS g2!!!gud luck to me...daa...
semua org ada impian sendiri sama juga dgn saya...hidup ne kena kuat..hidup d perantauan x ble lemah...sepa lemah dya tumbang...life must go on no matter what happen...i want the best 4 myself..my family..and contera!!lord bless me..i need ur spirit to make me strong...AMEN..


Wednesday, 11 January 2012

wishper from my heart

 hello
its me mayonnie kimbly pamilla kando..
hidup ne macam2 dugaa kan??kita harus berani menempuhi semua..kadang kala teringat masa kecil2 dulu semua pun..dady or mummy yg urus..hmm alangkah bahagia kalau masa tue terus berlarutan smpai skrg kan??hmm tapi kita kena terima yg we are ADULT!
SUSAH plak kan jadi org dewasa kan??semua kena urus sendiri..sakit kena tanggung sendiri hmmmm..kalau dulu semua parent yg jaga ..x da org yg boleh ganti tmpt parents kita...they always be the best miss them alot..god bless them take a god care to them for me..i love them!!no matter what..x kira kelebihan dan kelemahan yg ada pada diri dorang sa tetap syg..
sa rindu mau manja...hmm apa pun kena terus pandang ke dpn kan??still remember..i always melawan ckp mummy...tyme dulu2 dia suka marah..sa rindu semua tue sa rindu kena bebel...sa rindu mau kena nasihat..skrg ne sa jauh..semua tue sa x dpt rasa sudah..all they can do is text me..and call me throught the fon??and apa yg boleh dorang buat ialah titipkan doa untk saya...i noe..d setiap doa ibu bapa x pernah dia lupa untk sebut nama anak kan??and now?bila sua besar..
semua kena buat sendiri..fikir sendiri..jalan pilih sendiri..semua urusan pun urus sendiri termasuk lar cari duit sendiri..haha!i realy miss my childhood..i feel realy safe masa tue!!sangat2 safe..kerna tuhan hadir d tengah2 keluarga kami ketika berkumpul..bless them lord..im afraid to lost!!
im afraid to lost the one i loved..bkn bergantung!tapii..i just scared the LONELYNESS!!god i noe that u noe my heart please lord bless them for me..walk with me..so that everytime i feel myself strong!!bless me with ur love..so that i always feel that im loved...bless mummy bless dady..bless contera..bless my friends and relatives...i dont have siblings god..that my fate..i never noe how that feel to have a brothers and sisters..i never feel the love from siblings...im fate to be the only one daughter of james and justinah!i dont wanna feel weak..that not me!!even sometimes i feel lyke i need rest..i kept pushing myself.!its not easy..bless me!amen
how i wish the cute face never changed!to be a pretty girl...



Wednesday, 4 January 2012

kerana KITA ADALAH SATU!




hello smua!!heheh how u doing??me??ohh im FINE THANKXX... OK here we start..IM LONELY sometimes but NOT ALONE..because of my FRIENDS!!hahah i lov them so much...very CRAZY!!...kecoh satu kampung!!...but not MESSY ahah couze all of them are BONGGA!!ahahahha but BUSY everytime!! ahahah not only them..but also SAYA!AHAH..OK SILENT!
OK here Christy are...CHRISTY DORALANE FUM SHEH ERR..I LOVE HER SO MUCH!ok...she is the best i noe..everyday..everwhere she is NEEDED!by me ahah...we been friends seems form 2! ahaha funny moment..when the first time she talking to me when the school opening 2005 ago..she was asking my permision to sit right beside me..hahah...i miss that moment..ok seriously she is so MATURE!!..in every single things her brains working out..with all the MATURE STUFF!!she is the most understanding person for me..she is..MOTHER LIKE..she loves to cook..ok fyi..she wish that she can get married before her age turn 25!aahahha i noe she always want to be a hot MAMA..!
.ೋღ☃ღೋSHE IS loving..caring..understanding..a make up artist!yes she did a great make up .ೋ
 .ೋღ☃ღೋwan NURUL SYAHADA A.K.A DAY2.ೋღ☃ღೋ
Hahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhah haaaa haa hantu!!ahahahha ok ini dia..same character with me ketawa setja 24 JAM!! AHAHHA how to describe: she is HAPPY GO LUCKY!
AHAHHA ...easy going...she is my sygs noktah! hahaha i miss her so much..MURAS selalu kalau sma2..we meet at ROZSALL academy!no wonder lar kan??dia BONGGA! we been so friendly to each other walaupun baru kenal!tapi aku pasti KAMI ADALAH SATU!
c eyelinear girl!!pg mna2 pun ada eyelinear..ahahahha even time malam mau pg on9 d cyber pun eyelinear x lekang tetap ada d bawah mata!!hahaha..OPS SORRY!
DIA.. GILA..OVER THE TOP!BONGGA itu sudah pasti..kuat merajuk!!sebab dia BONGSU!
(WHEN I MEET THIS ONE I 'BEEN SO CONFIDENT) 
the reason is??biar SECRET!
 ok saya tau sangat comel kan??musti lar BABE SAYA KAN???heheh ini dia cina..kacukan sma kadazan dan juga punjabi...LAWA KAN??
hehehe..LEE YIE CHEN.@ xen2 or xhenta!
oh lupa KACUKAN IBAN LAGI..so equal to= ROJAK!
haha peace!xen jgn marah..nti kena jual..
erm..erm..erm ok i noe her from her MASI..sher..ahahha gila ne first2 jumpa macam org gila2...we start to noe each other from texting.weird kan??dari texting ble jadi kwn yg teramat rapat..ada jodoh kot sebagai kwn..ahahah she call me bear2 yon!!ahahah sa rindu tue pangilan wakakakka...she loves me i noe that!!hahahahah she always say love u yon...ahahahhahahahah!sa sukak dengar..tapi malu..miahahhaha lutchew!
she been so INDIPENDENT until NOW! she work!!and earn her own money!naa kan xhen i noe u can do it hahaha luv luv luv u like a love songs baby...muahh!
 .ೋღ☃ღೋJaychenta lyvia.ೋღ☃ღೋ
macam marsha londo..kikik...kami bertemu d rozsall juga ceta dya sama macam day2 ahahahahah kami satu kG TAPI baru ketemu ya d ROZSALL..
HEHEHE..tapi syg jess sampai level 1 jak sbab dpt tawaran mengajar sebagai tecer tadika...ahahhah but xpa friendship forever..she call us cinta2 sekalian hehehehe!!love ya jess..muakxx!!hope all the best..hehehehe banyak kenangan i noe segala kontrovesi pun pernah tapi x pernah pun kita jadi musuh tetap kwn..sebab KITA ADALAH SATU..yes i love the meaning...
 ejang jang jang jang!!!ahahah lau x silap ne aku yg make up kalau x silap..BRIDAL MAKE UP ahahhaha...
ini kesayangan AHMAD ROY her husband..yes!!she is married tapi..tetap sekepala..best kan?????ahahhaha even ejang yg paling TUA..tapi dya juak yg paling cengeng..antara smua!!ahaha she loves to sing..she have a great voice ahahah feat dya sma day2..sma2 suara CUN MELECUN CUN CUN...AHAHAH tapi great dancer tetap saya dgn xhenta kan xhen????ahahahha..ejang nampak BRUTAL..tapi sebenarnya dia sangat lembut ahahah mcam mama..haha she loves her family...ini pun satu kuat ketawa juak gila2 all the time ahahahahah 
KAKAK MARIS! leader kami... yg banyak menasihati dan juga memarahi.ahahahahha bagi kakak maris marah itu tandanya syg..even she older than us..but still boleh bergaul bersama still acompanny us all the time tapi kalau kami bising dya marah sua tue ahahhahahahahahah lutchew!!!something good about her is..she is the best teamwork i ever have.couse she is the one who been throught alot!!ahahah bak kata pepatah dia dulu yg makan lada dari kami...hehehehe...even kakak matang!!tapi kami rapat juga..wlaupu kami macam budak2 kan kak??haha miss u all the best moga sehat selalu d samping suami tersayang!

KERNA KITA ADALAH SATU

 

hahahah ini kenangan time kami menari nobody!!bayangkan berlatih sambil belajr untk persiapan membuat exam!!wlaupun kucar kacir kerana kami memerlukan 5 hari untuk menghafal step dan 9 HARI untuk mencantikan step!!so no wonder kucar kacir kan??hahahah.......

wonder babe!

.ೋღ☃ღೋTHE END.ೋღ☃ღೋ
miss u all girls!love ya hugs and kisses..






Monday, 2 January 2012

I DONT NOE WHO AM I TO U???????

HELLO HELLO...im in a half day...thankxx!!hahaha..!!!hidup ne macam2 cabaran kan???manusia macam2 ragam..sussah d tafsir!!im thankful...for everything EVERYTHING AND e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g sorry tuhan kalau sa x slalu bersyukur sma kau...hmmm i love u AMEN!I MEAN IT..! hmmm i noe sa bkn sepa2 not ur sis or brother!!im not ur cousin not ur relatives!!bla bla bla what ever..not even any related blood kan???i noe that!!!!!!biar lar u never get it!!never i noe never!!u dont even understand what im trying to be?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????SA TAU SA X DPT KASI SELESAI MASALHA KOE!!sa bkn malaikat!!u dont noe that?????biar lar!!!im NOTHING KAN?????SA CUMA TAU KASI SUSAH KOE SA RASA!!U SAID THAT we are friends???are we?????I DONT THNIK SO!!!!!???????WHAT MEANING FRIENDS?????I THINK u dont noe and dont get that meaning!!what ever k????apa2 pun!!!!!!!!!!biar lar sa mlz bek sa jadi tunggul kan??????BIAR LAR KOE SMA DIRI KOE SENDIRI YG KASI SELESAI K??im NOTHING..!!NOTHING......N.O.T.H.I.N.G KAN????????????????????????????BYE...